Oh! My! I don’t know what is this, many things keeps running on my mind these past days was full of noise and silence. It’s like I hits a ranging winds and it could killed me in an instant. I have to clear my mind in many things that keeps bothering me. Why is this happening? There must be a reason, the reason which up to now, I don’t know! I should stand in the place where I should be but I’m still confuse in many things that occurs. Which is which, which is true? I know dip inside I know the answer to my question but I’m the one needs to be blame because I’m the one who refuse to accept it.

To know the truth we must across the consequence that brings by the truth.

Reminder

"Why God allow us to see the sins of our brethren? Because in one point of view, God want to see if we really have love for that brethren, Instead we got angry or put hatred in our hearts, the first thing we should be feel is 'compassion'

"Loosen your grasp a little, and remember: Whatever you hold onto is already dead, because it is past. Die to every moment and you will discover the gate to unending life."

The man I loved

This is the man I love, he is not the man of my dreams but he is the fulfillment of such. He is not the first man I loved but surely he will be the last and I guess I have to believe in magic because a person who is almost opposite to my personality is now the man whom I belong to. In our house, it would surely be a debate when I cook my favorite dishes; he hates eating sprouted mongo while I love it, he loves ‘nilagang mongo with bagoong isda' while I hate it, but if I see him craving for a kind of food, I learn to like it. A saying goes, “If you love someone you will tend to love what he loves”. I love to dance while he has no passion for it and there are more things supposed to be listed here.

This man believes that the words ‘I love You’ are sacred and must not be uttered easily. He believes that they should be said with your whole spirit and soul. For this reason, I don’t hear them usually. He is one of the worst dressers I know. He just wears the clothes and never minds about his looks.

"When the human organism is discharging its negative experience efficiently, the mind is empty of past or future concerns; there is no worry, anticipation or regret. This means that the mind is left open to being, the simplest state of awareness."

"It takes a lots of guts and effort to love."

"You can't lose anything because you never had it and even yourself, you cannot consider yours."

Find the stream of joy: Keep before you the vision of freeing your mind, and expect that when you succeed at doing this, you will be greeted by a stream of joy, a joy in existence,